Getting through

I woke up this morning (Sunday) feeling and looking a lot better compared to last week. As you know the Violence Restraining Order was finally served last week too.

There was a wild storm in the middle of the night and it woke me up. I heard a huge thud which I thought was a piece of debris from a building site flying into our yard. It was actually a brick wall, that fell, in our back yard.

The first thing that came to mind was that “S” must’ve tried to climb it at one stage and put pressure on it hence its reason for falling. My mum also thought of the same scenario!

Paranoid? Well, I feel safe living with my parents but still get scared in the middle of the night in case he has plans to break in to murder us while we’re sleeping. Honest.

Lets hope these thoughts dwindle to the point of non-existence. I am in need of a decent night’s rest.